Forever in My Heart and Soul.....my First Love

.... the truth is I really can't forget him..He is part of my life ..and will always be in my heart

no matter what happen to us.... and still , I'm hoping one day he will

be back again....but if not...I really have to accept.....but no regrets

coz even though he will turn away..I will not...and will always

let him know that I will always Love him.......my first Love.....

*Chorus* 
I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing if u leave me 
But I do do feel 
That I do do will 
Miss u much 
Miss u much 

*V1* 
I can see the first leafs falling 
It's all yellow and nice 
It's so very cold outside 
Like the way I'm feeling inside 

*Chorus* 
I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing if u leave me 
But I do do feel 
That I do do will 
Miss u much 
Miss u much 

*V2* 
Outside it's no raining 
And tears are falling from my eyes 
Why did it have to happen 
Why did it all have to end 

*Chorus* 
I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing if u leave me 
But I do do feel 
That I do do will 
Miss u much 
Miss u much 

*V3* 
I have your arms around me 
Warm like fire 
But when I open my eyes...... 
Your gone 

*Chorus* 
I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing if u leave me 
But I do do feel 
That I do do will 
Miss u much 
Miss u much 

*Repeat Chorus* 

I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing 
If u leave me 
But I do 
Feel I will 
Miss u much 
miss u much 

Why Do I feel this things???? Missing someone.....and I think I can forget him but I do will miss him so so much...... =(

Title: Emilia - Big Big World lyrics

Artist:  Emilia Lyrics

*Chorus*  
I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing if u leave me 
But I do do feel 
That I do do will 
Miss u much 
Miss u much 

*V1*  
I can see the first leafs falling 
It's all yellow and nice 
It's so very cold outside 
Like the way I'm feeling inside 

*Chorus*  
I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing if u leave me 
But I do do feel 
That I do do will 
Miss u much 
Miss u much 

*V2*  
Outside it's no raining 
And tears are falling from my eyes 
Why did it have to happen 
Why did it all have to end 

*Chorus*  
I'm a big big girl 
In a big big world 
It's not a big big thing if u leave me 
But I do do feel 
That I do do will 
Miss u much 
Miss u much 

*V3*  
I have your arms around me 
Warm like fire 
But when I open my eyes...... 
Your gone 



*Repeat Chorus  2x*  

Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you

Quotes for my First Love

“I still love you with all the little pieces of my heart that you left,but don’t take them it’s the only thing I have that still has your name on it.”


“Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.” ~Alfred Lord Tennyson


“There is more hunger for love and appreciation in this world than for bread.” ~ Mother Teresa


“To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.” ~Bertrand Russell


“The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration. ” ~ Pearl S. Buck


“How do you say goodbye to someone who had you at hello?”


“Don’t hold to anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you from love.”


“It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone,when you’re heart still does.”

” Sanity may be madness but the maddest of all is to see life as it is and not as it should be.”

If only you see what I see in you.  Then you'll realize how great I am—and how great you are.

Your Infinite Source of Blessings,God